Today I woke up with a different perspective on life and how I deal with different situations that may arise. I believe this is stemming from the confirmation that I received in Bible Study last night. I now know that God is where I want to be. And, although i knew this, I always let my personal wants with the world get in the way of what God really has for me.
I can truly say that I am at peace with my life and my wants and needs are not important. God is what is important and I feel that everything else will eventually fall into place for me. Today I reflected back on these past few months and really stood back and analyzed and realized who and what I have been dealing with. And, many things have not been good for me. But, now I will approach everything with positivity and weed out everything that is not right for me. The past couple nights, I laid down and listen to the song that always has hit me emotionally ever since I was 8 years old, which is Quincy Jones Setembro (Brazilian Wedding Song by Take 6). This is the song that I used to listen to as a little girl and imagine so many things such as walking down the aisle to the man whom I would adore. I still hold on to that dream of pure happiness...And I feel that one day God will place the man in my life who understands me and respects my children.
One verse that I will begin to say every night is from John 14:27 Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid.
Its my comfort and where I want to be.
~My Realistic Thoughts~
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